It all is a lie. Your life, your love, your job, money, the future. It simply doesnt exist. Truth be told. neither do you. Maybe your soul does. Maybe.
My point is, What is all this for? this headache, heartache, waking up to phone calls from people you don't feel like seeing. Working your ass off for 8 bucks an hour. What the Fuck is that bullshit. im essentially working like a fiend for a piece of green cloth that has some sort of worth. But seriously its just a green piece of weird paper that i might as well just use to light my fire place with and never look back.
Now I'm just ranting but come on! i feel like a crazy person.

Enlightenment is just seeing the world for its terrible self and finding beauty in it every day.

Does anyone else see whats important? People. It's the people that are important. I mean you arn't important. and im not important. but people are important. The experience is important. And fuck the rest. Fuck school Fuck work Fuck being stressed and  unhappy.
I rather be homeless and hungry and feed on my own thoughts and wishes than feed of this society that really isn't doin it for me.

Its a dream of mine to be able to disappear from everyone's lives. Like death but better.